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Monday, May 31, 2010

okie 80% sure

bye bye bc!

Scribbled @ 9:32 PM

kill meeeeeeeeeee i still cant decide

a huge part of me knows that i may not enjoy the job. another part of me feels that i do not know this job well enough to let it go. a huge part of me wants to do something different. another part of me knows that my current interviews are hopeless and they dont qualify a pass.

a part of me knows that i will regret if i cant find employment in a better place...

how? =( i have 24 hrs more.

Scribbled @ 8:17 PM

dilemma.

i know no one will be able to advise me on this, and i'm in a big dilemma myself.

its a good bank, but it doesnt feel like a good role. the money is okie, but i'm more concerned about whether

1. its a fit for me?
2. i like the culture and the work not?
3. is there any career progression not?

i have 2 other really nice interviews that i am more keen in. and these 2 roles are something that i really wish i can go into.. one is pb, one is mgmt trainee program. like my goals, you know?

so its a choice of taking up this,

or giving up this and expose myself to unlimited risk.

i want to buy an option, can i?

anyway, the role is called OTC Derivatives Nostro Investigations Analyst. please advise meeee!

Scribbled @ 12:59 PM

Sunday, May 30, 2010

helloooo world!

haha got some buys that i am damn happy about!

1. my brush case!
i am always worrying that my brushes will get dirty, i wash them everyday after each use! and hence the problem of storing them... this container from daiso is perfect! though it will be even better if it is slightly longer!

2. my heels! another addition to my heels :D not too tall, with my fav animal prints, perfect for interviews and work!

3. my friends would know that i am collagen crazy... i love my collagen-rich tonkatsu ramen (think kyo-nichi for its extra collagenifed soup!), as well as my Vitagen Collagen! used to drink only yakult, but with vitagen collagen, bye bye to my childhood yakult ;)
got this with sk, Meiji Collagen-C drink! it tastes like lemon 100plus! i am going to stock up on this and drink it everyday!

had month-niversary lunch with sk at astons cathay. and well, its the first time i heard so much oos dishes..
no steak
no pork chops
no onion rings
no mushroom soup
no potato salad
no pasta salad
no corn
no something something else...
poor sk had to settle with chargrilled chix, and i got my usual :)

tml, monday blues! gonna stay at home and wait for calls. :(

Scribbled @ 8:36 PM

Friday, May 28, 2010

helloooos world!

had an great evening with my minnie, hannie and hua today ;D

went din tai feng to eat (talk talk talk), shop like lesser 30mins and it was back to talk talk talk at toast box for 2 hrs ;D

talk about sicknesses (still coughing), people, car accidents... till we had to go. otherwise we would still talk haha..

no photos taken though!

got an offer from bc, but not too sure if i wanna take it. 90% sure that i dunwan to take up the offer heh heh... money is decent, but i dont see myself enjoying the role... its just isnt me.

again, shd i take it up cuz its a good place? hope for internal transfer? or take for the time being and source for others?

i know that the next offer, if any, wun be so soon. but i do not want to risk not being able to source for better places, going for interviews... arghs haha...

okie 90% sure then. wanna convince me no (or yes)?

Scribbled @ 11:29 PM

discovered smt!

wow got ppl read this blog leh! the hit-o-meter got increase leh! amazing haha...

Scribbled @ 1:30 AM

happy birthday to kekes' boy boy GARY!

Scribbled @ 1:27 AM

Thursday, May 27, 2010

graduated.

yuppps, just gotten my results, and that signifies the end of my university life. no feelings though...

results wise, well, i only have one graded module, fyp grade i knew it 2 months ago, and another module i su-ed it. pretty thankful for my only module, but well, it was kinda expected anyway so yupps again, no feelings haha...

hmmm got a feeling that my posts arent as hyper and cheerful as last time haha... why why leh hmmmmm...

anyway!

the grizzly bear is back! was talking to bernice and well we missed u grizzly, though i dont reallyy feel like u were gone for 5 mths and bern does feel it. welcome back! lets have a good dinner tomorrow!

Scribbled @ 2:06 AM

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

HOT

Scribbled @ 9:12 PM

another interview...

shd be the second (and final interview), but guess what? the position changed!

?!?!?!?!

kenna stunned when the interviewers asked me what is the position that the agent told me, and what is the position that they are interviewing me for.. totally different!

i went for the 1st interview, it was the same as agent's one leh.

nvm, shall see how...

so tired!

Scribbled @ 3:52 PM

have been feeling knotty these days... like my joints all stuck tgt. went for a quick exercise just now, hope that it will prevent me from waiting up at 4am again feeling like my toes cant breathe and my neck is all knotty. good to feel the sweat coming out, not cuz of the weather, but cuz of exercise. havent been exercising ever since exams, and i'm still sick. shall make it a point to go for a quick run twice or thrice a week once i get well. for now, lets hope that i can drive myself stretch stretch before the knotty joints kills me. and drink more milk if it helps.

having peanut butter bread now (at midnight its so sinful when i'm trying to lose weight but i cant help it cuz i'm having beer and i need to eat something whenever i drink. Sorok thai beer - $1.50 from sheng shiong, cheap, sweet and good :)).

waiting for dad to bring back canned pineapple juice so that i can mix them with my rum. arrrr love that.. a simple way of getting pubbed-cocktail style with the right amount of rum i want. and i hope i can sleep well then. knottiness, please go away and let me have a good night sleep!

shall share the pineapple juice can image when dad is back. ooppps forgot to ask him to get ginger ale for me... okie tml then!

Scribbled @ 12:02 AM

Monday, May 24, 2010

yet another day, cough cough!

another interview, cough cough cough!

i'm gonna scare all interviewers away with my cough cough cough.

mental reminder to myself: i am wanted okieeeeee... maybe not so fast only. better apply more and be all choosy cuz i know i will be wanted somewhere!

thinking if i should visit my ex colleagues tml... hmmms!

Scribbled @ 5:23 PM

Sunday, May 23, 2010

i'm back, after two years?

yupps, just feel like typing some stuff down here :)

hello to me, no more school, no work for the time being. wo bi ye le, wo ye shi ye
le.

life after school has been really slacky and sicky, though i should be recovering already i guess?

too lazy to be actively applying, though i am having interviews here and there, i am getting rejections everywhere toooooo

haha nono i'm not emo-ing. unlike the bing one month ago, i'm not so anxious about getting recruited anymore. i want to look for something that i really want to do... and hence i'm sure that i WILL NOT jump at the 1st offer i have or anything. if there is an offer, i will make sure that i m going to enjoy my work before i take it up.

okie shall not talk of offers where there are none for the time being..

for now, i shall just apply apply apply. need to drive myself to go apply!

and quickly get well soon so that my interviewers will not be irritated by my weird nasal voice and my endless coughing.

and so that i can go k with many many groups of friends too!

goodbye school, i didn't really appreciate you back then. i shd have enjoyed more when i was a student, shouldn't i? but no, no regrets, i love my accomplishments if there are any... :)

hello society, please dont be too harsh on me!

Scribbled @ 9:08 PM

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